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Because what's on the outside isn't always the same on the inside.
Founded 7 Years ago
Sep 30, 2010


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2015-01-20 14.25.22 by Lena-Stormwind

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Desire Photo by UniqueNotFreak
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Blue Mornings by MasterVincentV
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The Day Of Silence 2011 by TheEndOfJuice
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Desire by UniqueNotFreak
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Trans Pride
"We Cannot Choose Where We Will Love"
I have the best boyfriend in the world.
…but he wasn't born a man.
My boyfriend is the sweetest, most romantic, caring boy I've ever met… but his body says otherwise. He's been lost and alone his whole life because of the incongruence between his head and his body.
And no one has loved him for who and what he is.
I'm a completely straight girl, not a single lesbian bone in my body; girls just don't do it for me. But I love him anyway, because he cares for me like no man has ever cared for me.  I couldn't hope to meet another so perfectly suited to me if I searched a thousand years.  
He is male in his heart and he is male to me. He was born in the wrong body and that's not his fault. I accept him for what he is inside. And he's so beautiful, so wonderful, I can't believe no one else could see it.
Just like he can't quite believe no one has ever looked at me the way he does.
Appreciate someone for who they are in
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Solitary Confinement
My body is not a temple
it is in fact a cell,
and being trapped inside it
makes each day a living hell.
I know what I was born as
but it's not what I should be,
this shell that I'm a prisoner in
is not the real me.
For now I'll have to stay this way
theres nothing I can do,
What if I were to tell you
that I'm not the "man" you knew?
:iconarch-angel-azrael:arch-angel-azrael 15 12
Never Be Afraid, Breakaway
As a young child, I was never interested in playing with Mommy's or Big Sister's make up. As a young child, I was more interested in playing with Daddy's work tools. Being a typical Disney-like princess who sat there and looked pretty never interested me much. Instead, my imagination was filled with being a knightly prince who stabbed everyone with his almighty sword and had dramatic entrances on his noble horse. Back then, when my female friends and I would play make believe, playing the role of the mommy was a joke. Me? Be a mommy? As if. I wanted to be daddy, or even better yet, the obnoxious brother, because everyone knew that girls had cooties and that love was a yucky, cootie filled thing.
In addition to rejecting female roles in pretend play, I was quite the video game addict. I didn't care for games geared towards young girls. My type of game was generally geared for teenage or adult males. You know, ones filled with guns, blood, and guts. Doom was a personal favorite of mine.
:iconkacikip:KaciKip 26 30
Born Into the Wrong Body - F by StampsByNeekko Born Into the Wrong Body - F :iconstampsbyneekko:StampsByNeekko 744 198 Gender is, Gender is not by snoogan2dope Gender is, Gender is not :iconsnoogan2dope:snoogan2dope 972 626
Dear Mother
Mom, I'm not your daughter.
I've never been your daughter.
All this time I have been forcing myself to mold into what you want.
All this time I have been making myself answer to the unmasculine name you gave me.
All this time I have been forcing myself to wear makeup to school.
All this time I have been forcing myself to look "cute" and "girly" for you.
But no more.
I'm Adrian.
I'm your 15 year old son who killed your daughter.
:iconspiffii-kun:Spiffii-kun 68 93
Wrong Body Stamp by MoonLover Wrong Body Stamp :iconmoonlover:MoonLover 474 76 it's just that... by Spiffii-kun it's just that... :iconspiffii-kun:Spiffii-kun 566 321 Identity Stamp by MoonLover Identity Stamp :iconmoonlover:MoonLover 226 24 if you want... by Spiffii-kun if you want... :iconspiffii-kun:Spiffii-kun 84 33 FTM - I'm a BOY by wormbittenapple FTM - I'm a BOY :iconwormbittenapple:wormbittenapple 232 32
The enemy in the mirror
Every day i wake up,
Go up and stare,
And watch in the mirror,
To see that's not me there.
I go out, ride on the bus,
See the reflections in the window,
I know it's me, looking at it,
But the reflection isn't me though.
I go to school,
Hear the name which I hate,
By the teachers, by everyone,
Is THIS really my fate?
I come back home,
Be the son everyone wants me to be,
But this son they see,
This son isn't me.
My thoughts turn dark,
My stomach starts to curl,
Why can't i be what I want to?
I am a girl.
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Guys--please submit to the right folders. I've spent a lot of time trying to organize things. If you don't know where to put it, just put it in other. That's what it's there for.
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Lazy-Gamer Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
So I looked for a place to chat with other transgenders but no dice. I mean an actual active chatroom.

So yeah I'll just drop this here. Please skip this rant unless you want to talk, but please, no pity parties.

WARNING. If you do not want to read something depressing, especially close to the holidays, then please don't read below.


After coming out as a trans male to my parents it's been rough.
My mother tries to understand what she obviously doesn't. It hurts but I know she's trying. I won't and can't blame her.
My dad is very religious. He says he has an open mind but he tells me I'm brain washed. He tells me that me doing this defies nature, made me feel like an abomination.
I have a mother that tells me to tolerate my fathers beliefs...
I have a father who's beliefs dehumanize me...
Mom says no one would want to date a trans man.
I have friends who tell me they love and support me though but I don't feel I deserve it.
I mean, I used to be the type of person... Someone who hated the lgbt. I've said so many homophobic things.
Honestly, I feel discovering my true gender identity now after having been against the lgbt community. It's Karma, and I accept it.

I have no one to talk to right now. I want to call my mom but if I do she'll complain that I am being depressing so close to Christmas. I can't call dad for obvious reasons... I feel anyone else won't take me seriously in my family.
I just hate putting on a fake smile when I'm around my father just so my mom's happy. She tells me it's to keep the peace in the family but... For who?
This is the kind of 'love' I've experienced from family. From friends however, I guess it's different. They're wonderful. Friendly, kind... but I can't bring myself to believe any of them really care anyway. Still, I'm just glad I had them at all though.

So yeah, this was really hard to type since... It bothers me when someone is concerned about me, and a lot of times people are when I bring up my problems. It just makes me uncomfortable.
I just wanted to vent really.

There, got that off my chest.
Akhnaton-II Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sorry for no one responding to you. How are you now? 
Lazy-Gamer Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm doing much better now, thank you for your concern.

I've started my transition finally.

Sorry about the rant.
Akhnaton-II Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm happy to know you're fine :)

And it's ok, I just got very upset when I saw a comment like this dated more than half a year ago, and no replies. 
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OneSidedCyborg Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Im trying to make fellow transgender artist friends! If you're interested :3 Im Travis! Drop me a note ~ :heart:
BiQueen13 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
I sent you a note
nebula1204 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i'm sorry if this is considered spam or advertising but please look at this and consider signing it. it's a petition regarding dfab transgender people. the idea is to get large retail stores to sell chest binders.…

please spread this around, share it with friends and whatnot. this is really important for transmasculine teens like myself... thank you.
kearahmarie Featured By Owner May 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Its sad when your own mom will go to your bestfriends graduation but doesnt even both to come visit you and never bothers to call you or talk to you unless you call her first this moday im telling my family that i want nothing to do with them anymore they push me around bash on me for being trans and then tell you that you have to spend time with them even tho they call you the wrong pronous in public just making it akward.Sad Fluttershy 
BiQueen13 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
I am so sorry to hear that,I understand your pain and frustration.
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